I hate you, no I love you Tiny Tower
Why? Why did I download this silly game. I am addicted to these tiny bitizens and their jobs and building it higher and higher. Argghhhhh!!!
But- it does keep me distracted and So not as prone to want to eat things I shouldn’t eat.
I only lost one pound this past week. Not super happy, but it isn’t a gain, so that’s always good. I wanted to get to 140 by this weekend, it will be 4 weeks on Sunday. 11 pounds isn’t unreasonable in 4 weeks. Especially when I lost 3.4 and 3.2 lbs the first two weeks. Idk if I can lose 4 in one week! I’m trying!!
I am debating on joining the local gym. It’s open 24 hours, so that is a huge bonus in my book. Just not sure I wanna pay $30 or more (I have no idea the cost) per month. I need to go look at it at least.
I am going to try and post here more. I like the idea of actually writing.
This is it
I am turning 40 this year. Funny- I don’t feel like I should be 40 in 4 months…
Should I feel different? Should I act different? I still think of myself as a badass 20 year old, I should probably reevaluate that…
I do know that since I’ll be 40, I’ll be got-damned if I’m gonna look it :)
I have gained a bit of weight since the holidays, after doing so good for nearly 3 years at staying around 140. So I’m getting rid of that 10 pounds and hell, maybe another 10 just for shits and giggles. 130 seems like a good number. Plus it’s what I weighed in high school! High five internets!
I am following the old weight watchers points system (since the “points calculator” I have is an old one). It works for me and I remember why I like it 3 years ago when I did it to lose 30 pounds. It’s easy and there’s a lot of food to eat if I make smart choices. Hello broccoli, with zero points. I eat a lot of it with my dinner protein. Whole wheat breads are great, too. And drinking water. Ughhh. I don’t like it, but I do it. 1% milk. But oh, my beloved Mt. Dew, I have cut back, but not given you up. I can’t.let.go. One every other day. I know, bad. But soooo good.
My downfall is snacks. Buying healthy snacks isn’t hard. Just have to do it. Yogurt. Grapes. Raisins. Pretzels. String cheese. Baked crackers. Popcorn. I’m slowly wrapping my mind around this conscious way of eating (again) plus I shrunk my stomach back down so I get fuller quicker.
I refuse to be someone gaining weight year after year.
So internets I’m telling you, I’ll get to 130- by the end of March!- and I’m staying there.
The end.
No offense to whomever owns this picture, I found it on a late night Internets trawl. I like it. Paris. Never been but would like to go. Have lots of thoughts about traveling in faraway places. Would love to be able to do so. For weeks. Months even.
Left to wonder
Ever have something happen to you that leaves you wondering? There’s no answer and no direction. Just left to wonder what the hell happened.
:-/
Tumblr, you naughty blog you’
Wow. How can I be this naive, in 2011? Seriously. I had no idea there were so many sex related Tumblrs. I have seen things in the past few days I can’t even explain. Yikes. Women tied up. Yeah. I know about bondage. This was serious bondage. With the kind of knots you have to have a degree to tie. And pets? Slaves? Dom/sub? Holy shit. There’s a lot I learned. I learned I do not ever want my nipples clamped. Ever. Also? I don’t wanna sleep in a dog cage or drink out of a bowl.
Thank you Tumblr!
